(posted on former website 9.2.2015)
As I write this, my mom passed a year ago. Dad, Bonnie, Terri, Rob and I surrounded her in her last few days on this earth. We shared stories full of laughter and tears; love filled the air.
Dealing with the effects of chemotherapy and your mom's passing can make for a tough day. Today, my brother sent a beautiful flower arrangement with a card that provoked so much more than words. The sentence, "Mom's looking down and is proud of you," was the impetus to creatively remember her.
So.... I put make up on (as the eyebrows and eyelashes kinda 'go' from chemo). I put on the colour red, as she loved the colour on me. I went outside, on my deck amongst the trees and sky, as she loved nature and the view of the valley from its platform. I took a deep breath in, remembered her strength and took a picture.
She never 'approved' of short hair on me, but she may have been okay with this look today (concerning the circumstances). And with that said, even though she loved my smile, I think she would have liked this self-portrait.
I miss you, mom. I love you
Former Comments:
from Marci M: What a beautiful remembrance. I'm sure you find ways to honor your mom on a regular basis. And yes, I'm sure she understands..... Much love, Marci
from Bonnie: Your Mom would be very Proud of you. The strength and Faith you show is Amazing.. She is watching every step you make and is by your side...❤️
from Bev: Hugs and prayers are with you today... I remember the day you told me of your mom's passing 😓. May you continue to find strength through the love and caring of others. May your mom's love and memories help you today and the days to come....I'm sure she was a special lady just like you are 💗💗
from Jackie: You are beautiful in every sense of the word, Barbara, as was your mother and you are both very much loved by me.
from Marc: Sending up sky telegrams for you Barb. : )
from Best: Very sad to know your mother dead she will be a brave person. God give you and your family strength I really glad to read your post about your mother and should remember her in your thoughts and remember her with good words.
from Site: you are a great young man that wrote to us about her, I'm sure she is proud of her daughter
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